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Willful Destruction of Garbage

by The Bartops

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sometimes you catch me falling sometimes i can’t believe but most days i just wonder most days i wait and see there must be some way to figure out some way to make you see and the times you catch a glimpse of hope are when i can barely breathe we only lose when we don’t choose and suffer fools in time all day long i think about how i can take whats mine “essential” is subjective but whats really in a name? we kick and fight till the morning light and we do it all again fake right and hold on tight again we’ll be a beautiful wreck my friend its seems to be confusing what want vs what we need an entitled sense of recompense or independancy i can’t help but object cause i don’t set the status quo i can only be the one who always looking out below fake right and hold on tight again we’ll be a beautiful wreck my friend fake right and hold on tight again hold on cause everything will end take time and try to listen in we’ll be a beautiful wreck my friend
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I woke up on the shores of relapsing blinding sun and a long ride I’ll pack up all the skills that I lack Never did get the landing to stick And i’ll look down to the last time that I lost all self control never felt so sentimental passing out on the side of road I’ll be looking for you in the quiet of the night (Looked down, alone all my life) Now daisy’s asking you "just come and dance with me” (I’ll be) down to take you up on that offer now All my friends dishing out the distractions (like "just this once for nostalgia") I’ll fend off all my watchful reactions (I’ll never reveal you my tricks) And i’ll look down to the last time that I lost all self control never felt so sentimental passing out on the side of road I’ll be looking for you in the quiet of the night (Looked down, alone all my life) Now daisy’s asking you "just come and dance with me” (I’ll be) Don’t know how feel it don’t know how be here don’t know what you want before you throw me away I see you’re above it it’s important to love it bad enough that you gut me and you throw me away How are you dealing do you think that you’ve beat it Did you hit that glass ceiling when you threw me away you know that you owe me it’s feels like you’re floating in time you can grow and then you throw me away Yeah this will be my last hurrah this will be my last time yeah i swear its true and i won’t give in since last time ‘less you want me to and i double crossed my self but i’d stop for you What in the world is going on (I’ve pushed it so far from my mind) Conflicted resolution (Kicking the bottle when it’s empty) we can act like nothings wrong (it takes a match to light the lantern) and that’s exactly when i look down to the last time that I lost all self control never felt so sentimental passing out on the side of road I’ll be looking for you in the quiet of the night at the end of my rope (Looked down, alone all my life) Now daisy’s asking you "just come and dance with me” I’ll be down to take you up on that offer now I’ll be so good won’t you agree It feels so good to me yeah I’ll be the one to set you free I’ll be the best you’ve ever seen.
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I’m just a nobody I’m coming clean No one could tell me I’m fine but i’ve rated lower than you’ve ever seen Please don’t me waste your time Daring to dream but afraid to be real your working to not let it die to hell with everyone the hell with unity the hell with trying to try Yeah they numb you up and it’s easy to be bent over beat down and drained hold on tight for the rest of the night and never say you’re feeling plain so we run and we run and forget who we are we all look so good on a screen but when you choose your moments and pick your best light you script your own tragedy so we waste no time with a make believe life and inflate every detail we see still you know the best now that it’s off your chest you’re nobody who’s coming clean your hardships and failures all done up in lights are no more than mediocrity 5 days of work and a homemade chicken wrap are nothing we needed to see Now you’re anxious and stressed and becoming depressed as you fight to be famous from home and we stay up at night under blue glowing light and count little hearts on a phone so we run and we run and forget who we are we all look so good on a screen but when you choose your moments and pick your best light you script your own tragedy so we waste no time with a make believe life and inflate every detail we see still you know the best now that it’s off your chest you’re nobody who’s coming clean my name is no one i’m special and better and bigger and faster and damn i’m amazing i’m in love with myself and i'll shout it out loud you’re a putz if you’re not just like me yeah money and looks can be one for the books if you’re born into fortune and ease but being yourself when you’re not raised with wealth’s like investing in the lottery so we run and we run and forget who we are we all look so good on a screen but when you choose your moments and pick your best light you script your own tragedy so we waste no time with a make believe life and inflate every detail we see still you know the best now that it’s off your chest you’re nobody who’s coming clean

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Recorded, Mixed, Engineered and Mastered by Siegfried Meier @ The Cat Box

Additional vocals recorded by Mike Scott @ Workingman Studio

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released October 15, 2019

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